I'm on here a lot too. AND as for the goth/emo thing IZBHR your friends are ether punk or rave . Awesome. And I'm goth so don't start the you don't smile crud with me . THINK OF THE SOUP CANS!!!!
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If your kissing the black rose where does the blue one go?
I once tried to commit suicide. mind you this is about a year ago or so. I tried to slit my wrist. It hurt and stung ,but numbness followed after that almost felt... good? It hurts and is painful many do it to punish them selfs or because they are depressed ,and feel angry with them selfs. Some even do it for that good feeling that strange stinging and numbness.
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If your kissing the black rose where does the blue one go?
I had the same thing happen to me...Except it was at the doctor's office.They were taking blood and I hadn't eaten all day.I'm a slow bleeder.Everyingthing went fuzzy and my head started to roll around.It felt weird.Black blotches were all over the room....Then I drank a coke and I was back to normal.:)
I have cut my hand twice, and I guess it was to punish myself. But not on the wrists... My grandfather ruined (I only say 'ruined' for want of a better word) suicide for me, and now I'll probably never do it. I often contemplate suicide but it just won't happen. *sigh* Isn't the world a funny place... I try to just be myself (although the whole point of school is to crush individuality) and not to dress to fit in to a category.
this is why you mess up your uniform as much as possible. To STICK it to THE MAN!!!!!!!!!! xD I'm too much of a scaredy-cat to slit my wrists or do suicide. My mom almost shot herself once, but she fell backwards cause she fainted.
No, there's plenty need to be sorry. Sorry for the fact that I was saying anything at all, the fact that I even brought it up, EVERYTHING! gah, I can be so stupid sometimes!